Something's off. I'm not sure what it is. I'm nervous, all of the time. I'm hyper-sensitive, especially around Joel. I feel like we're 'off', somehow. As though we've lost our rythm. I'm unaccustomed to feeling this way. We're usually blissfully in sync. He seems snappier than usual.
Maybe it's entirely in my head. I hope so. Certainly, I've been unwell. At present, it's 3.30 in the morning. My neck is bothering me, and I can't feel my right hand. It's completely numb. It's ok. Have been here many, many times before. I've another migraine. I've had severe headaches almost every day now for 3 weeks. It begins to wear.
Samuel has yet another ear infection. Same damned ear. He's just come off a stomach bug that saw him unable to eat or drink anything at all without it going right through him for more than a week and a half. He's had(still getting over) a throat infection, he's actually hoarse.
He's only been off Antibiotics for a week.
My poor baby boy simply cannot take a trick. And yet, somehow, he keeps gracing us with these.