Saturday, 15 March 2008

Clouds Forming

Something's off. I'm not sure what it is. I'm nervous, all of the time. I'm hyper-sensitive, especially around Joel. I feel like we're 'off', somehow. As though we've lost our rythm. I'm unaccustomed to feeling this way. We're usually blissfully in sync. He seems snappier than usual.

Maybe it's entirely in my head. I hope so. Certainly, I've been unwell. At present, it's 3.30 in the morning. My neck is bothering me, and I can't feel my right hand. It's completely numb. It's ok. Have been here many, many times before. I've another migraine. I've had severe headaches almost every day now for 3 weeks. It begins to wear.


Samuel has yet another ear infection. Same damned ear. He's just come off a stomach bug that saw him unable to eat or drink anything at all without it going right through him for more than a week and a half. He's had(still getting over) a throat infection, he's actually hoarse.

He's only been off Antibiotics for a week.

My poor baby boy simply cannot take a trick. And yet, somehow, he keeps gracing us with these.


8 comments:

  1. I hope you settle back into your rhythm and Samuel gets over his ear bugs.

    xxx k

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  2. Sick kids throw the world of its axis, Mel.

    xxx

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  3. I Hope so. :( I feel really sad atm.

    Thank you girls. xx

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  4. I'm a serial lurker of your thread, it's so beautifully written and you have such gorgeous little boys. I hope both you and Samuel are feeling better soon.

    Andrea xx

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  5. hey do you want my MSN, mel? to chat at any time?

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  6. Sick kids are awful, but I hope that that's all that's causing the clouds. Believe me when I say I understand clouds.

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  7. This too shall pass Mel. thinking of you and I hope that migraine nicks off and leaves you alone.xxxx

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  8. Just back to check up on you Mel. I hope all is ok

    xx k

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I know we're all busy, so the fact you've taken time out of your day to comment and connect with me means so much.

xxxx
Melissa.

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