I'm going to have to walk away from something that means a lot to me. Give it up. My inability to function has now stolen something important from me, and I don't think I'll ever have the chance to get it back. I dont' think they'll ever give me the chance.
I can't stop crying today.
oh mel, whats wrong? dont let them win! Im sorry I cant be of any other help to you, breaks my heart to read things like this.
ReplyDeleteWhat's happened Mel?
ReplyDeletestay strong...I don't know what happened, but you can do this. Just take it one second at a time.
ReplyDeleteThey win if you let them to win.....Mellisa please seek some professional help....please.
ReplyDeleteMelissa - there are only a few things important in our lives, our family is one - I don't think this relates to Joel or the boys, YOU are the other - nothing else matters. You need to be kind to yourself, you need to give yourself permission to not be perfect while you overcome this black dog that is stealing your happiness. Those people who love you will understand and they will not judge. Those that do judge are not worth it anyway. If it has to do with the school P&C or your Church, then be honest with them about what is going on in your life. There is no shame in what you are going through. If you can't tell them ask Joel to on your behalf. They will understand you just have to let them know. Hugs and love from Perth - be strong my love, hang in there we are all here standing behind you and willing you the strength to be rid of this blackness once and for all. If only I could give you a real hug to make you feel better. xxx
ReplyDeleteKakka has said it perfectly, Mel xxx Please see that you are being far too hard on yourself.
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