Was going to do a post this morning about how I'm on the way up. How Joel feels that I'm almost heading towards hypomanic.
Freefalling now. Spectacularly major screw up on my part (I can blame the illness, but who's going to give a shit?) with far reaching consequenses.
I want to take a bottle of Xanax and just not wake up.
We do give a shit. *Hugs* Not that thats gonna do shit all to help. :(
ReplyDeleteYep, I agree my DarNonymous we all give a shit.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry you are having a bad time right now. I just hope that someone replying to your post or emailign you or talking to you tonight can make a difference as you did for me with that gorgeous post today.
I'm sorry things aren't great at the moment. I hope tomorrow is better.
ReplyDeleteMelissa, this morning I read your comment on my blog that I was a strong woman. I read this but I don't feel it- I feel weak that I stayed & let it happen for so long.
ReplyDeleteYou are the strong woman. You are the one that deals with everything that you do, you hit a low but then you stand up, dust your self off & try and try again. You will win. It might be a fight & a long road but you will win.
Much love today please stay strong!
Aimee
xox
I hope this morning, after hoepfully some sleep last night that whatever happened doesn't seem so bad this morning.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you....
Being the practical old fusser here, but can you get in touch with your mental health team? Surely they would know how to help a lot more than we can.
ReplyDeleteBut also keep in mind that there are 112 openly supportive followers waiting, invisible hands linked ready to catch you and push you back upwards towards the surface. And that's not including the 100s who lurk quietly praying, watching, sending their support quietly over the internet.
Thinking of you with lots of ♥♥♥♥
ReplyDeleteHugs - and please, ask for help when you need it. You're strong and amazing and can get through this.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear things arent going too well :o(
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