Weekend Fluff..

Places I wish I were right now..

In this bathtub.  Couldn't you just die? I'd never want to get out.

At a family dinner where Alexander and Sammy have all of their cousins to play with.

Browsing a book store, drinking coffee (well, hot chocolate for her) with Lisa.  She loves books almost as much as I do. :-)

I want a mountain getaway with Joel, just the two of us.  This looks just right.

Dancing with my beautiful husband.

Morning tea at Trina's.  Really, anywhere with Trina.  I've discovered, in just a few short months, a friend who utterly calms me.  Just being in her presence helps ground me, soothing me like noone but Joel is able to do.  She is such a calming presence in my life, and I don't know quite what I'd do without her wonderful hugs.  She is one of less than a handful of people I could say absolutely anything to.  A rare gift, and one I'm cherishing.

Dancing in the rain, or watching a storm.  Always a great way to get my creative juices flowing.  I have such a terrible case of writers block at the moment.

Speaking of which..I wish I was writing.  Not this fluff, really writing.  It's been so long since anything has flowed.

I'd love to be in a meadow like this one - just once I want to walk through a field of flowers.

I watch Joel and the boys together, and more and more I'm wishing (craving) that I could present them with a new little soul to love.  A new addition to this beautiful family of ours.  This isnt' about cluckiness, or wanting a newborn.  I'd skip that stage in a heartbeat if I could.  Give me a 2 year old, a 5 year old, a 6 year old...you get the idea. 

I wish I were somewhere ridiculously glamorous with Pam.  Paris, champagne, croissants, coffee (I'd make her drink it, dammit). We'd shop all day, she could dress me as she pleased, and we'd drool over stunning dresses and Louboutins (much like we do now, only in person).

I'm not sure how these two made it in here..but if they're offering....it'd be just rude to say no.  Right?

 

I wish I was sitting in a jazz club with Joel and Dad, late at night, indulging in some 16 year old Lagavulin.

Where I feel like I am right now.