I'll be back.
I am afraid to go to sleep - the dreams are horrific, and stay with me for days. So I stay awake as long as I can, and struggle my way through sleep deprived days.
I'm jumpy, the hair on the back of my neck seems to be always raised, and I'm on constant high alert.
I want nothing more than to curl up in my bed and hide from the world. I'm struggling once again to speak, and to leave the house seems far to difficult to be worth the effort.
But it is school holidays. One can't fall apart on school holidays. Keep moving. Keep breathing. It will pass.
Oh sweetie. If there's anything that I can do, let me know. I can take the boys for awhile to give you a break. Just know that I am here anytime, day or night. Remember that we love you.
ReplyDeleteI don't know you but giving you hugs across the optic fibre. Take care x
ReplyDeleteThe images you have used say even more than your words. Sending you hugs Melissa.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you are feeling so bad at the moment. I hope things improve again soon.
ReplyDeleteAnd we will be waiting for your return.
I hope you are feeling better soon {hugs} xx
ReplyDeleteWishing you blessed relief soon Lissa. xxxxxxx
ReplyDeleteTake care. Thinking of you. xxx
ReplyDeleteHow agonising to be in such torment. I really feel for you and hope you get a glimpse of something light very soon xox
ReplyDeleteYou are right. It will pass. It always does. totally sucks, but does pass. Hang in there. Do you know what triggered you?
ReplyDeleteLoving you always xoxo
ReplyDeleteIt sounds hollow to say, but I hope it passes soon, if not already x
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